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I am very self-contradict

How do is exactitude?
How do is incorrect?
The exactitude and inaccuracy, inaccuracy and exactitude

How to divide into exactly?
Usually I want to do of better, but do more more not good
Usually I think to be happy, but less and less happy
Usually I want to relax, but the oneself is not willing to let the oneself so
In fact I will not control myself slowly
Losing that slowly will conceal own that oneself
Do I like such oneself?I do not know!!
I worry very much